You

I'm at the point where,
I don't feel like myself.
Leaving the things I should be doing,
Not listening to words I should be listening to,
And not acting like how I should be acting.
The only reason to this is only one,
Irrational, stupid thing,
You.

Yogyakarta,
1st of December 2016. 01:04 AM.
-quoted from my journal-