New Sadness, New Writings.

10:56, Lantai Bumi Coffee & Space.

Thinking, figuring out, and being confused. 

What the heck is going on with my life? What am I going to do with all the mess I made? It’s been, I don’t know, it’s since forever that I’m stuck with these mixed up feelings that I can’t even figure out. Everything’s a mess. Everything’s uncontrolled.

There, that is the writing of an extremely depressed teenage girl. It’s worse when you see her in real life; burned skin, a pair of kate-spade-worth eyebags, and a frown that literally completes her depressed appearance. *sips her morning caffe-latte*
But, hey, it's not going to be that bad.
Cause I'll see myself drowning in (sad) writings.
to prove: https://www.wired.com/2010/10/feeling-sad-makes-us-more-creative/

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Yogyakarta,
16th of April 2017. 11:27.
Lantai Bumi knows all my secret.